I wish I never saw the sunshine

I wish I didn't know all that I know
Cause even if I know, I still don't know how to act right

I wish I never have all the knowledge I had
Cause even if I had, I still don't know what to do

I wish I didn't have all the love I have
Cause it still breaks my heart

I wish I didn't have all the advantages I have
Cause it doesn't make me a better person
Perhaps worse...